Inworld memories

It's wierd how in RL your life is pretty good (for which im grateful for), I enjoy my work, i have a great network of family and friends, and im actually at a stage when im really happy.
Then theres SL, this whole inworld community and relationships you've built up over time, great friends, loves, laughter, soulmates in this fantasy world - the way it can just overtake you and you forget your RL at times - it's just so surreal how it can be
I finally took down the pics of Gavin and me from our old inworld home.
I caught up with a good friend of mines inworld, Becca, she was Gavins friend before mine, but we stayed good friends since after me and Gav ended. She's pretty awesome. She has more contact with Gav than i do, hearing her talk of Gav and how he's doing kind of made me sad, you know, me not knowing what hes up to...
Isnt it wierd how there was a time when there would be no nonstop contact with a special someone, and then to have it completely gone? .... I do miss him alot. His absence inworld is definately more than missed.
what do they say..? its better to have loved to have never loved at all? - I guess i'll try my best to remember that

My own little place

It's been a while since Gav and i finished and sold our home,
since then I have been TP'ing all over the grid exploring, but in the back of my mind i know im a homely girl and just simply love the whole idea and thought of having your own base.

So for the short term i have got my own little home, it's quaint and in a beautiful setting, i heart it so far.

i'm still working on it, especially since Gav and I bought furniture for different rooms, so I have a half furnished house, but its mine :)

and I am really begining to love just simply being there.

i love how i feel like im in my very own castle, with these beautiful oak fortress style doors! :)



Had to do it, got out my good old Brit flag pole and placed it at the front and back door
(made me laugh, as it reminded me when i did that when me & Gav were furnishing our joint home,
him being an American he could not stop laughing and promptly placed an American flag alongside it).



the front part of my home :)




i love the fact that looking from my bathroom window you can see dolphins jumping out of the sea, how amazing! :)




working on my 'library' ive always wanted my own library! lol