Obviously Your Out of My League...

Where were you when I needed you?

It's been some time since I've actually blogged properly, RL has been getting in the way bigtime,

Ive recently come back from a 3 week holiday to the Far East, which was a once in a lifetime experience.

Since coming back, Ive felt ...odd, like, experiencing things abroad,

and meeting long lost family members whom I have never met before from my father side of the family, meant so much....and living as ppl live there,

such a simple lifestyle, being happy with 'so little', it made me really take persepective on my own life here in the UK, and take a good long hard look at myself.

I've been back for a week now and still have not really had the chance to log inworld and do what i used to, as RL work has been piling up waiting for me!

Here's to when my hectic period ends and i can go back to what i love, exploring inworld and catching up with friends.

Burnt Out.

I found some time to do what I love most inworld - exploring and generally just wandering around looking like I'm lost or .....on some occassion i've been told I look like I am maybe a tad bit drunk ? lol.

I came across a windswept desert that resembled a ghost town, burnt out cars, abandoned houses,
I can't tell you how much I love love love the details ppl put into places like this.

I did not get much time to wander around the whole sim, but it's been landmarked in my inventory as somewhere to further investigate!

Getting back to the original Me

Today I just felt like I  had arrived at the point inworld where I had my fill of all the winter wonderland things that seem to be fililng up the grid......well, for now anyway lol.

I felt myself get back into 'explorer mode', that's the original me that is,
- where I set my av on 'busy' and go for a really long wander on a random isolated sim,
on my own, no friends, no nothing.

I bloody love that.

On the fence

Fields of Gold

One of my favourite things inworld is to just take some time out and have a walk around,
enjoy the surroundngs, take in the view. Evrytime i log inworld, I have to take some time out to do this.

One of my good friends inworld,  Grace, had a good long heart to heart with me lastnight,
she told me that since Gav left, I've withdrawn myself from our circle of friends.
That suprised me alot...I knew i have lately tended to be the first out of our friends to get up and make excuses to leave, but that's just because I have to get my 'wandering' fix dealt with - and that I wanted my 'coupled friends' to have time to themselves.
Grace understood that, but she argued the point that i never used to care about that before.lol.

It has been several months since Gav and I split, and i do think i've been fine,
ive had my lows, espiecally now it seems that Gav lately has even stopped contacting me or responding,
so even our 'friendship' seems to have disintegrated...
which is always a sad thing in sl....you always do hope that the friends and partners you have you will always be in touch with, and be close.
but my friends have really rallied around me, and ive really begum to enjoy SL again, as a single girl(!)

I came across a beautiful isolated sim near Bimini, all windswept, leaves everywhere and long grass with yellow flowers....i love that kind of thing

watching the world go by